Here comes the last year of my U' life. I feel tired when i think about my future, but i feel tired when i think about to make future studies. It really tired to make choices with two tired feelings. "REgret" the most horrible thing i afraid of.
When i go over matthew's blog, i can't control myself that really miss the days in california. No pressure, no arguement, no choices to make, wt i should do is just showing my smile and laugh on my faces, and wt i saw around us is joy...
I can write wt i thought through xanga, coz seldom of my U'frds will go over here ..haha, sometimes i really can't accept some of them, coz they are so bitchy, and act like to be good person, they are so selfish that they can betray frds and show up to say bad about their own frds. after problems solved, act to be good frd again.
For example, they will help their frds buy dinner(外賣) , but they will say something bad about that frd to other ppl, like "so lazy" "always calling us" i will think, if you really don't wanna buy for someone, just say.i am not going out for your dinner or i am tired of buying dinner for you...instead of .. don't act to be cool.
My frds ... should i make future studies.... but i don't want to .. =.=
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